I have been watching you for almost thirty years now. If there is one thing that characterizes you for me, it is your unhappiness. Funny, you call yourself “The leader of the Church of Scientolgy.” Scientology is all about achieving happiness, and here you are one of the most unhappy beings I ever met, and I mean EVER.
While in “The Anti Social Personality, the Anti Scientologist” LRH talks about the inability of a suppressive to introspect, I am certain that deep inside you know how suppressive you really are.
You may think you could get through your life with your MEST luxuries compensating for your misery, but what about next life time? I have met a few people who where your caliber supressives in a previous life time. Let me tell you that you have no idea what misery awaits you.
In “The Secret of Greatness” LRH writes:
“To love despite everything. That is the secret of greatness.”
This why I offer you a way out. If you take it, you achieve happiness for this lifetime and next. If you do not, you will always regret it.
So here it is. Resign your position. Your replacement cannot be anybody close to you, or any present day executive of the Sea Org. The are all poisoned.
You will go to the RPF. Not your version, but LRH’s. 8 hours sleep a night. 3 tasty nutritious meals a day. 4 hours enhancement a day. And yes, MEST work. I can promise you that the work will be real work and not something done to humiliate you. I can also promise you that the CS will only have your interest in mind. You will get standard CSing and auditing. You will get rid of what is causing you to be suppressive. You will go Clear and maybe OT. Oh by the way, you will be free to leave whenever you want.
Mr. Miscavige, this is a great way for you to handle your eternity. The more you wait with your decision, the deeper you sink. Should you choose to take it, I am sure you will regret many things you have done, but not this.